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Sunday, November 30, 2008

The Battle of One

"Solitude is the profoundest fact of the human condition. Man is the only being who knows he is alone." - Octavio Paz

"Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty." - Mother Teresa

"What loneliness is more lonely than distrust?" - T.S. Eliot

"People who lead a lonely existence always have something on their minds that they are eager to talk about." - Anton Checkov

"Who knows what true loneliness is - not the conventional word, but the naked terror? To the lonely themselves it wears a mask. The most miserable outcast hugs some memory or some illusion." - Conrad Joseph

"Memories are the treasures that we keep locked deep within the storehouse of our souls, to keep our hearts warm when we are lonely." - Becky Aligada


"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone." - Orson Welles

"One may have a blazing hearth in one's soul, and yet no one ever comes to sit by it." - Vincent Van Gogh

"Little do men perceive what solitude is, and how far it extendeth. For a crowd is not company, and faces are but a gallery of pictures, and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love." -Francis Bacon

“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most.” - Ronald Anthony

“When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone." - Tennessee Williams

"The eternal quest of the individual human being is to shatter his loneliness." - Norman Cousins

Thursday, November 6, 2008

We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands

I've been using anger as a barrier for the past couple months. I've hidden everything behind it. And it made things easier to deal with. It made me feel like I was in control.

But now that its gone, there are these new feelings of confusion and fear and hurt. I feel this really overwhelming sadness all over me and I don't understand it.

Why do I care so much??? Why can't it just be over?

I'm just really confused. How do you erase whats been done? How do you fix things that seem beyond repair? Or should you at all?

I feel very very sick, to be honest. I just don't know how I got myself into this mess and I don't know how to get out. There's something wrong with me. There's something wrong with me. There's something wrong with me. And I just don't know how to change it.

Will things ever be good again? Sometimes I just wish I could erase the world.